Reclaim

You are such a strong person, physically and mentally.
You have so much to live for, so much to work for.
You stand out among the masses.
And because of that you become the center of focus.
You are magnetic and obstacles will be attracted.
Take time to filter out the good from the bad.
Listen to your instincts.
Pray to God to guide your path.
He will show you what you need to know.
You have free will, pay attention, follow,
and make your own decisions accordingly.
It is also your choice to turn away,
and falter down the wrong path. Remember,
"Light does not always equate to good,
Darkness does not always equate to bad."
Know your worth, and never let anyone steal your strength.
You know who you are, and what you are able to do.
The time is now, find your way.

Claim your success.

Just a random rant

Take a look at Life,
Life today,
Life of oneself,
Life of another,
A sister, or brother.
Take time to hug her.
Live life.
Go thru pain.
Go thru strife.
Work hard,
Work steady,
Be ready for your success.

New year new me

This New Year I will have no resolutions. Why wait for Jan 1st. My goals I have realised, and what better time to start than now? All year round I know what I should do, what I want to do, and what I need to do. So for 2010, I will not make hype about changing myself. I will be the same Me. Like fine wine I will be better as each second, minute, hour, day, week, month, year passes.

Too much

Is it too much to ask you for you?
All of you as you are.

Is it too much to ask to hear you say good morning?
Awakening my spirits, wishing me good day.

Is it to much to ask to see you smile at me?
Beautiful expression showing your happy to see me.

Is it too much to ask feel your arms around me?
To feel the warmth and security of your embrace.

Is it too much to ask to smell your cologne?
A comforting scent that heightens my arousal.

Is it too much to ask to taste your lips?
With one sweet kiss, an exchange of emotional bliss.

Is it too much to say I miss you?
Should I expect to here that you miss me too?

Is it too much to say that I've fallen in love with you? Tho at this point I wish I could fall out of it. Wish I could move on. Soon enough and in due time I will.
Once I move on...

Will you ask for me.
All of me as I am?

Will you want to say good morning?
But have lost touch with me.

Will you want to see me smile?
Only to have the memory captured in a photo.

Will you want to smell my perfume?
Instead to have the stale smell of NY air invade your nostrils.

Will you want to feel me rub your back?
Only to feel a chill as you remove your shirt.

Will you try to recapture the taste of my kiss.
Long lost and no longer lingering.

Will time be enough to fade these feelings?
Will it answer these questions?

Dream rescue me. I yearn for you to console me.

Wrap me in your strong hold and rock me to sleep.

To feel your warmth as I nestle in your embrace.

Caress my cheek, kiss my face.

Take me to the utopia, ohh such a beautiful place.

What happened?

Sigh, Ho hum is how I feel. Or do I feel at all? Things just went flat. And somber is my mood. I'm so confused. A lil angry at times. Then sorrow. Was sorry for too long. Now acceptance.

Things started out on a high note. Now the music is lost. Where is that melody that was so sweet? Before my clumsy finger hit the wrong key. And then once again I pitch the wrong note. What's wrong with me? I thought I knew this song. It plays beautifully in my mind. But my ears hears the all to awful tune.

Reality sets in. I guess some songs are not meant to be played. Or is it just the wrong song at the wrong time? No one wants to hear a 50cent jam at a funeral.
Sigh...

Hazel's born day

The day is Monday July 13th. In 4 days I will turn 25. Wow 25 years of
life. Let me thank the Lord for life. He gives me strength each day, to
wake up, go to work, spend time with my family, spend time alone, and
rest each night with faith in my heart that he will hold me in my
slumber and gently rouse me the next day. And for the past 11,315 days
(yes I have calculated even the leap years) I awake to go on another day.

What to do for the big day? The actual day of my birthday I will relax at home until my time to go to work. Yes I will work that day, the request for the day off could not fulfilled. But bitter I am not, the following week will be my birthday bliss. 10 days to do what I please. Instead of how may I please. Going to the beach may be on the agenda. Just need some summer heat. Hang with my bestie, catch up on girl talk. Special time with Mr. Green. I'm sure he has something up his sleeve. Fun times with my family. Lets all eat drink and be merry. Sleep and pampering for myself. Can't wait to take these braids out. Get a fresh do. Paint my fingers and toes, get all girly like.

Now its just me and the clock. Counting down the days. I better not blink, cause if I do it will all be over too soon. Count my blessings, and keep them in my focus. For the days when I don't feel 100%. I will keep in mind how blesses I am. Live on and be strong and wake each day and have hope for another 25, 50, 75, 100 years