So again here we go. Once again I have allowed someone in. A person with intentions for only themselves. You show yourself as this nice person, but inside hmm. Who knows? Well I've been slow, but now I know. I know that you talk a good one. You set so many goals and, but then you sit back and watch opportunities slip away. Bleh, burp, fart, I did my part.

Who You?

There's something fishy about you.
You think I don't have a clue.
But always remember Who,
Is always watching, True?

Dream come true

The moment I wake up, my thoughts are of you.

For so long, I thought it could not be true.

A beautiful gift is what you are, Boo.

The moment I see you, my heart beats fast.

A smile spreads across my face, just want this to last.

Baby steps, moving further from the past.

The moment I hear you, sends tingles down my spine.

Like an aphrodisiac, relaxing like fine wine.

To feel like I do, just hope you co-sign.

The moment I smell you, my knees start to shake.

One look out the window, no not an earthquake.

Such a wonderful scent, oh for heavens sake.

The moment I feel you, my body ignites.

The look in your eyes excites....me like no other.

You take me to immeasurable heights.

The moment I taste you, I am ready to explode.

Shh, a lady never kisses and tells, follow the code.

Will save the conclusion for the next episode.

4:31AM, Standing @my workstation

As I stand here, I try not to watch the clock. So many thoughts are running thru my head. I am here, yet I am not. On the outside, I am calm, stone faced as a fellow employee passes. He mistakes my concentrated expression for anger. Is it that obvious? Do I really exude anger? As I stand here writing, faintly listening to the lobby music as it plays.

Bored, my head hurts.
Tired, my feet hurt.
Sad, my heart hurts.
Angry, my fist hurt.
Hurt hurts, hmm.
Pass along,
Wait it out.
Just wanna shout.