Hazel's born day

The day is Monday July 13th. In 4 days I will turn 25. Wow 25 years of
life. Let me thank the Lord for life. He gives me strength each day, to
wake up, go to work, spend time with my family, spend time alone, and
rest each night with faith in my heart that he will hold me in my
slumber and gently rouse me the next day. And for the past 11,315 days
(yes I have calculated even the leap years) I awake to go on another day.

What to do for the big day? The actual day of my birthday I will relax at home until my time to go to work. Yes I will work that day, the request for the day off could not fulfilled. But bitter I am not, the following week will be my birthday bliss. 10 days to do what I please. Instead of how may I please. Going to the beach may be on the agenda. Just need some summer heat. Hang with my bestie, catch up on girl talk. Special time with Mr. Green. I'm sure he has something up his sleeve. Fun times with my family. Lets all eat drink and be merry. Sleep and pampering for myself. Can't wait to take these braids out. Get a fresh do. Paint my fingers and toes, get all girly like.

Now its just me and the clock. Counting down the days. I better not blink, cause if I do it will all be over too soon. Count my blessings, and keep them in my focus. For the days when I don't feel 100%. I will keep in mind how blesses I am. Live on and be strong and wake each day and have hope for another 25, 50, 75, 100 years

One man woman

I love this blogg and wanna take the time out to reblogg. The words describe the mutual feelings shared between us.

when we're apart thoughts of HIM haunt me. i know it sounds crazy but its like HE'S a part of me. in the streets or under covers my baby's my equal, there is no other. we were made for each other. like a poet and his pen. an egg and a hen. tied to each other for ever. break up, what. apart, quote the raven, never more. wasn't sent from heaven, my angel came from brooklyn. HIS block look like crooklyn. HE WAS THE NICE GUY WHO THOUGHT HE FINISHED LAST. NO NEED TO RACE, JUST TOOK THE BLINDFOLD OFF MY FACE. WAS SCARED TO LET YOU IN,but YOU scaled the wall, wanna know what im about, the writings on the wall. like peanut butter and jelly, mac and cheese, we complement each other. so whenever we get the chance we compliment each other. HE'S my day im HIS night together we make the sun rise. not just my world, HE comprises my galaxy. you just don't understand, HE means that much to me. i love my MAN, i need my MAN. we're apart right now, damn i miss my MAN. HE needs my love so ima give it to HIM. HE gave me strength and peace of mind so ima give it to HIM. its almost our time to shine so we stay on our grind. food for thought, life's short. why just try to bust it baby. the best part of me since HE became a part of me. since we been together i hate when HE'S a part from me. HE may not be the air i breath but when we are apart i cant breath. my lungs run on love now, l O ve2 now...
Posted by R Green III at 1:30 PM

Modification

The change in me will take time to complete. Each day I will keep my goals in mind. Keep my motivation strong. Block out all the things that try to hold me back. Disentangle myself from elements that are holding me back.

Jumping over hurdles are not always easy. Although once you've gotten over the first manacle, the fear of what may follow will fade away. Fear overcome transforms into confidence. Confidence transitions into ambition.
I will be a driven force, breaking thru any wall built as a hindrance. I will reach my mark, without looking back. Moving forward towards new experiences. Refining the woman who is me.