I have to post this again. I have to remind myself what was my goals, when I wrote this entry. I must refocus. And start over. I have spent months once again over exerting myself to make someone else happy. When all along all I need to do was make me happy. The time is now. My all I will put into God. I give my all to the Lord, and He will lead me where I need to go. I pray now that I make better choices this time around. It's time to break the pattern.
"This New Year I will have no resolutions. Why wait for Jan 1st. My goals I have realised, and what better time to start than now? All year round I know what I should do, what I want to do, and what I need to do. So for 2010, I will not make hype about changing myself. I will be the same Me. Like fine wine I will be better as each second, minute, hour, day, week, month, year passes. "